
the above picture is a representation of who i was. that was me, that was my truck and at any given hour, those are the items you would find in the back of it. i even have a nickname that old friends still know me by, XJ2000. i have always cherished this name because it meant a lot to me. a girl, in 2000, looked in the back of my truck and said, "holy crap, you are all extreme, extreme Justin, XJ, XJ2000." i will never forget that day, because i was, i was XJ2000. yesterday, that name died.
getting older, getting married, having now 2 (well almost 2) children, and moving away from the beach slowly started taking things out of that truck. recently i purchased a new longboard. this has been my transportation to and from work. when i bought it, i felt as if i bought some youth back. if you read my blog you will remember
this post from a few weeks ago when i ate it hard and busted my chin. well, last night, i think i broke my arm. yep, it was a long night of pain and i had one realization this morning. i am no longer XJ2000. the board is going to the garage where hopefully one of my sons will one day wonder what it is and want to ride it. i am no longer the agile, wiry, unbreakable kid i used to be. sigh.
i always wondered why i always see older men running. thats about all i can do anymore. once more, sigh.